11 more days :)

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

macam monyet

"Ya Allah, sebagaimana Engkau pernah menghantar burung-burung ababil untuk menghancurkan tentera bergajah Musyrikin, maka kami memohon padaMu Ya Allah, turunkanlah bantuanMu kali ini kepada saudara-mara kami di bumi Palestin, syria, dan di mana shj umt islam ditindas.. dan hancurkanlah tentera Zionis laknatullah!"

How I screw up a relationship

for a very long time, i wonder how and why...despite of me loving someone unconditionally, those people will end up leaving and never returned.

1) Frequently having an emotional breakdown - I seriously don't know why, but most of the time of the week, i'll have like a very depressing day. Nobody can stand this, unless they have few good memories that they've enjoyed with me.

2) I am very slow at interpreting other's emotion - yeah i admit i really wan't other people to understand me all the time....but i'll never intend to understand them in return *yeah, guilty*. It's like for me, why do i have to take time to get to know people, while i still don't know myself yet.

3) Hotheaded - very easily getting mad. well yeah, i'm still lacking in anger-management. sometimes i just spill my anger out on somebody that pissed me off. It IS bad....but i really do easily cool off...and 100% guarantee i will not remember what wrong that people have done to me. The type of person who easily forgive & forget. :)

4) Intolerance - I don't care what people must go through to make me happy...if they make me upset, i just don't care to listen to their excuses & good reasons why they are late or didn't return my call or text.

5) Selfish - I just blurted out any words that i wan't to say if i'm angry to other people. I don't care whether they will become upset or not. I just ignore them if I feel uneasy..and i push them to follow whatever things that they have to do to make myself happy.

that's all i can think of for now. And yes, i have to stop complaining why i'm alone all my life. Not a single day passed by without feeling lonely. I can change. I need to change.